My heart beat was going up while I signed my name on the paper , onwhich was writen some words by doctor like he might be infected , bleed or occur some other complications during or after operation .it was hard time for me to do so. It seemed like these words were from somewhere I could not manage well .i wrote down the words Father and Daughter on the brand of showing relation following the direction .i told myself in my mind that he was going to be fine for it was a minor operation only.

 

In front of  the operating room , i stood by his side and said don’t worry about it too much , the operation would not be long , and he might come out soon. I eyed him going into the room with the assistant nurse’s company .but , I need to fight back my tear while watching him disappeared there .

 

He was in bed for two-day medical observation .I guessed he might be discharged in two days because all the signals showing us he was on the good condition.but .three houres later , I saw the blood on his bed  .and , it was more and more .my heart sank to the bottom even the two doctores was busy trying to press the wound and stop the bleeding . I repeatly lied to him that it was going to be fine . almost five hundred ML blood was out of the body . I saw his lip was gray .the nurse came to give him oxygen from his nose .those specail medical observation machines was  on and linked to his body .time has gone .

 

I called family after taking deep breath for some times . I told them that the incident happened to him . the doctors were there busy . but my voice was so weak .i guessed they could sense it was dangerous condition for they rushed to us not long later .

 

Thanks to God . all was going to be well .there was no more fresh blood coming out from his wound , and i saw his face turned into pale from gray .he still could answer my words even it was oh .

 

Now , he has backed to hometown , and he is able to walk along the street to the restaurant for his breakfast once more .of course he never know what  happened to him at that day . but for me , I was scared indeed though I have experienced many  these cases

I just want to say you are going to be fine when I back to see him .

There's a place in your heart

And I know that it is love

And this place could be much

Brighter than tomorrow

And if you really try

You'll find there's no need to cry

In this place you'll feel

There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there

 

If you care enough for the living

Make a little space

Make a better place ...

 

Heal the world

Make it a better place

 

For you and for me

And the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make it a better place

For you and for me

If you want to know why

There's love that cannot lie

Love is strong

It only cares of joyful giving

If we try we shall see

In this bliss we cannot feel

Fear or dread

We stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always

Love's enough for us growing

So make a better world

Make a better place ...

Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me

And the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place for you and for me

And the dream we were conceived in

Will reveal a joyful face

And the world we once believed in

Will shine again in grace

Then why do we keep strangling life

Wound this earth, crucify its soul

Though it's plain to see

This world is heavenly

Be god's glow

We could fly so high

Let our spirits never die

In my heart I feel you are all my brothers

Create a world with no fear

Together we'll cry happy tears

See the nations turn their swords into plowshares

We could really get there

If you cared enough for the living

Make a little space

To make a better place ...

Heal the world

Make it a better place

For you and for me

And the entire human race

There are people dying

If you care neough for the living

Make a better place for you and for me

...

There are pepole dying

If you care enough for the living

Make a better place for you and for me

...

Heal the world we are living

Save it for our children

You and for me ...

all the leaders in the world somehow are the same like to show. he is the president ,and he came to the area to show us how he cook.obviously. he is not good at cooking. how much time did he spend on the cook is a question .what's more , his wife came to the field to show how she plants . i guesss she can manage his company well . but , it is not her favor to do so besides her job. maybe what the two guys wish is to tell others these are some ways to overcome the difficult time .does it work ?

 

around us , there are some leaders like to do something showing us they are standing with common people .for example , they would go to work by bus once within some years .on other time , they would be drove to office by their private driver .

 

come on , these  mean nothing compared to the common people's hardship . these leaders never know how difficult it is for the low class .  they cook every day ,or they will be hungry . the farmers  plant every day ,or they earn nothing . the poor go to the work place by walk even risking robbery at midnight .it lasts for whole life but not one year , let alone once  in their  life .the leaders just show by doing these .

 

the poor grassroots know all these  are tricks . please don't play with their heart. they hate it. the leaders can do more for the poor if they really hope so .

I Like to see your eyes so much not because they are big , but they would  tell me all stories. it is neither your words , nor your smile , your mouth , your hands gesture canlt say.

 

From that time  I got this exciting experience, I have used this habit to try to see into others mind  .it seems this works well . whatever age they are , I might see through their character .

 

Of course , it is not easy to look at someone’s eyes directly . but my experiences gives me the courage .it could tell me the answer also if they turn their eyes aside .

 

I am a little bit crazy .

dear president , who is 1.65 meter height , do you really need this thing put under your feet to make you look higher ? by the way  , i am not taller than you .but , i never used this thing  when i was standing behind the dais .

do you know that many chinese are impressived by your words and actions toward China.

With china is stronger and stonger , some foreigners have spent some time on chinese medicine .can they make it in short time if they don’t understand chinese , especially in short of knowledges on  classical chinese ?

 

A group of foreigners who were interested in traditional chinese medicine(TCM) came to china for some courses. They could speak a little bit chinese already. 

The day they sat in the classroom for their first lesson . their teacher was a very nice man with TCM doctorate . he was keen on teaching foreigners in english .they began their lesson after some greeting words.

 

The teacher tried his best to explain how to diagnose a disease with the ways of viewing the skin and the tongue colour , feeling the pulse and so on .he showed with different gestures to tell his students what feeling the pulse would be if the patient suffering flu or other diseases .eveyone in the classroom were listening to him .they could sense he was working hard ,for his shirt was wet even the air-conditioner was on .his hair was mess.

 

before the lesson was over , he asked the students how his teaching was ?the answer was OH ,WONDERFUL . however ,when he said if they understood the contents , they gave him the word NO .

 

it is a difficult task both for teachers and foreign studnets on  TCM  learning if they communicate  in english .

Thank you for your contribution to our country’s  flourish and prosperity ,these are the english words among chinese printing on our tax invoice sent to us by envelope .does it mean this mode of  paper is used to tax foreigners who working in china as well ? then , how can they read other items which is in chinese . is it necessary to put these english on it if it just for chinese ?does it mean our counry’s tax have something to do with the world ?

 

However ,I am so proud of being one of the tax payers. I have begun to take a notic to our sociaty public construction .i have much more interesting telling my friends that I have done something useful to those poor who get help from our society security department . I dare to say that I have supported our great country with all my devotion . But , I feel sad also for the sum is too small . It is far from satisfying some corruption official’s taste .

 

of course ,i will work hard still. i will contribute more year on year , for I am going to get some promotion soon though it is a little bit . I am like a happy tiny bird staying in the big tree for some little insects .

Big stomach?

In the thailand airport ,I told the foreign friend that it is not allowed to bring any fruits to china. he appreciated me with big smile .then he begun to eat  his fruits in the waiting hall after checking in ,within less than two hours , about three kilograms fruits went down to the poor guy's stomach .he did not offer any to others .maybe this is his country’s custom . it would pain me a lot if I did the same . I prefer throw it into the garbage can to hurt my body if I could not share it with other.

 

Who is that guy ?

 In the London Heathrow Airport, Kevin and his company were lining up for checking out. the staff asked Kevin if he knew the man following him ,whom was their temporary team teacher . Kevin said he did not know him at all . Kevin’s answer really put that teacher into trouble .he could not make it clear for he could not speak English .those staff took him to the special inquest room at once . their team leader explained  a lot for a long time finally. .the fact was that they did not know each other before the travelling plan to England.

 

Black beer ?

 In the plane going home, the stewards were busy offering us foods at the aisle . I asked the Miss for some black beer .she had no ideas what I wanted . i thought it was not so hard for her to understand the two words .after she said  pardon again and again, the Sir came over from the far end and handed me one can of black beer with sweet voice . I did not know what was wrong with the Miss , or lady's voice always attracts gentleman .

it really made us happy while Kevin told us that the boy he helps with his hight school subject  got a pass in the middle-term exam .

 

for most of others , it is definitely not a problem to get a pass in all school exam .but for that boy ,he is very smart at other aspects but not on his school study . he got a pass on his math only while he failed on other  8 subjects . such naughty boy makes his parents frustrated a lot . then his mother pays Kevin 100 yuan for two hours to help her son   .

 

I could see that Kevin had done his best to help him with one of  his subjects  after they got along well . also I could see the boy had believed Kevin could help him to get a pass on others too .because he increasingly asks questions on other subjects though the boy still brush aside those extral exercise Kevin offerd. Anyway , he is making change . he is giving opportunity to himself , also to Kevin .

 

Kevin says it is easy to help a kid  reach to 60 points form the 30 points . it is hard to help  others reach 90 points from the 80 points for him . he feels much confident on his helping  school students'  study after two monthes practice .

 

I guess this small success makes that boy and his parents happy as well .  

 

Long time ago,I had no idea while oversea friends told me they had to drive two hours to work . With the local economic development spring up , now  I can understand it after more and more friends doing the same things .

 

Increasingly people go to work across the city by car here . we tried our best to earn more money and bought a car . we just wanted to enjoy our life with its help .but , now it seems the car is a new tool that drive us to work harder and harder. it costs some people 4 hourse on the travel every day .it costs people energy .it cause much more dangerraous chance .there is no doubt some of them earn more but spend more .

 

of course , for the managers or general managers ,they were offered company car ,and they have personal driver employed by their company as well .there are temporary aparment in the workplace for their rest also .what’s more , it is not necessary for them to go to work on time .they might manage their team by mobile phone order.

 

there are so many people who go to work by plane ,by train ,by subway, by bus ,bu ship,by motorcycle ,by bicycle now. few who have special skills go to work by spaceship ,by submarine,by .aircraft carrier .it is not only about money , it is about career .it is about passion .it is about love.

 

I feel I am lucky compared with them for I always  work in the same district near  my apartment only half an hour walking .it saved me a lot of time . time is asset . we avoide to breathe the polluted air in the vehicle line .it offers us the chance to be healthy . health is the most useful asset for us.  we  get this while we could not take that .                       

I think it again and again about what I can sell when There are so many guys selling somethings on internet for lives .they sell knowledges . they sell various goods,clothes,house ,machines,they sell wife .they sell their first night .they sell anything they believe they own .But , I have notthing to sell at all .

 

So , I am going to sell my soul .my soul is very young when compared with other in the human being history .you have the right to do anything with it by your imagination .

 

I don’t know how much my soul deserve . I got no anwser even I searched this kind of business with a lot of time by the help of Google and Baidu .but I know those guys around me became rich and powerful after they sold their soul .they became big brother .they could do anthing if they are willing .in this way ,i just wish you might give me the power of protecting  myself against those big brother after you take my soul.

 

So ,please let me know by any way  if you are interested in my soul .

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HAPPY APRIL FOOL’S DAY

 

The First Story

.the day Kevin and I enjoyed the dinner with friends who can speak some dialect which we can understand . they spake in mandarince , cantonese and  dialect in  interval . in this way , i could not follow them If I was absent minded.i would  ask  what they were talking about .then, Kevin repeated it again and again in different words for me. because he used  two words only , it would have different meaning in different dialect  .I really did not catch the point . later, Kevin said it in English .others at the table just wide opened other eyes . they said it was cool  that the  two cantonese could communicate well in English while  could not in Chinese .

 

the second story

some friends’ kids who were born and live oversea  were sent back  hometown for learning chinese .we went out shopping . in front the vendor ,the kids spoke english only .then the vendor wondered  why the chinese kids did not say chinese .we told them that they were born in other countries .the vendor said it is sad to learn some english while their parents had to learn mandarince two decades ago for business .

 

the third story

some of our friends live oversea would call us at free time .they would asked if we went to other country for they heard the english TV shows conversation they enjoyed before .i told them that we just watched the enlgish shows for improving our english and getting some news about the world  .they laughted at once .they said that they just watched the chinese shows for they wanted to keep their chinese and knowed the chinese update news . 

 

I have a dream that someday people could be born and live in the place ,inwhere there are  various languages .then , the kids could learn all at the beginning .then it might save a great deal of time while they could manage all language well .

    

It is very clear that people might use washing machine to help wash their clothes . but , for us , there are other functions  also .

 

The first one is that we might wash those tissue in the pockets .no matter how I try , there was something white stick to the clothes after I went to pick them out of  the washing tub .i said would you please check your pocket before you throw them into the tub . it is ok .that was the  reply I got

 

The second one is that we might wash our money .of course , they were not black money .i don't think we have the ability or skill to get black money . most of them were  belong to the change , inclouded the note and the coin . when I reuruned them to KEVIN , he said it is for the labor . what a wittiness for his bad habits .

 

The third one is that we might wash our mobile phone as well . who could save its life after more than half an hour washing in the water mixed some detergent . the numbe you dial is power off .this is the word he heard while he was looking for it by dialing his mobile phone number .finally , he picked his mobile phone out of the washing machine .

 

He said that  there was a good news for you .you had the chance to contribute to the rebulid of the economics .in other words ,it means he need to buy a new mobile phone . but , KEVIN got much lucky money in the just past lunar new year .he  must pay for his bad habits .

It was my first time to eat betelnut .i did not pay attention to it the day they talked about its special feeling for the new try .until yesterday I tasted it .

 

Somehow like I got sick only in two minute chawing..at first ,I felt my face flushed seriously . then I could not stand like drunk guy . meanwhile it seemed  my chest was tighten itself so much so that I could not breathe .my throat was pain or some feeling like resulting from obstruction of airway .my arts and legs ,my whole body was soften .i lost control of it almost . I was afraid I was going to die even

 

Thanks god , I was still sober .I got some memory about betelnut they mentioned . I still could struggle to the internet to search the informations about the betelnut .all the symptoms listed there I had experienceed .they included a sensation of dizziness ,vomitting ,nausea ,difficulty in breathing ,chest pain . it says  it will get well with the time goes by .but , for me , it lasted for four hours untill I went to bed . it was resulted from some chemical element ,mixed with ephedrine and some additive .

 

It was terrible experience though there are so many guys get addicted to it after some tries. But ,it is not a good idea to taste it  for the first time  if you are going to drive or to do something important later.

The girl , she leaf college for home by bike

The boy ,he leaves home for college driving car

 

The girl , she loved the boy in the movies <LOVE STORY >

and admired the lady in the <GONE WITH THE WIND >

The boy , he loves the giirl in their class ,and admires Bill Gates in the world

 

The girl ,she joined the society for living after leaving college and got nothing from her mom

The boy ,he’ll join the world for further study after college and get much more from his mom

 

The girl , she tried her best to get a degree of bachelor

The boy ,he says he will get a doctorate in science

 

The girl , she loved to be independent in life and saved for rain day

The boy ,he loves to be independent in thinking and enjoy today

 

The girl , she could earn 100 RMB salary monthly

The boy , he can earn 100 RMB once in his part time job 

 

The girl , she bought the expensive skirt with 40 yuan

The boy ,he buys expensive jacket with 400yuan

 

The girl , she thought it was a good ideas to give money to her mom

The boy ,he says it would be a bad news if his mom needs his money  living on

 

The girl , she wished buying a house for her mom and made her happy

The boy ,he wishes his mom could buy a house for him  to make him happy

 

The girl, she said she was stupid

The boy , he says he is smart

 

How about we tried this way afterlife ,  I was you and you were  me,

when we were at the age of 19  

 

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/asia-pacific/7911691.stm China condemns Christie's auction

China says the bronzes were taken abroad illegally 150 years ago China has condemned what it calls the illegal auction in Paris of two bronze artefacts taken from a Chinese palace 150 years ago. The strong statement said China did not recognise the 31m euro (£28m, $39m) sale of the bronze rat and rabbit. It also ordered tighter checks on artefacts that Christie's auction house takes into or out of China. The bronzes were sold as part of the estate of late French fashion designer Yves Saint Laurent. China says the animal heads were part of a collection of 12 looted from the Old Summer Palace in Beijing in 1860 when it was sacked and burnt by French and British armies during the Second Opium War. This will have a serious impact on [Christie's] development in China The State Administration of Cultural Heritage, China The animals represent the Chinese zodiac, and adorned a fountain built for the Emperor Qianlong. China has managed to track down five of the other statues, which are now displayed in a Beijing museum. It had earlier called on Christie's to stop the bronzes' sale. New limits "The State Administration of Cultural Heritage resolutely opposes and condemns all auctions of artefacts illegally taken abroad," the agency said in a statement posted on its website. "Christie's must take responsibility for the consequences created by this auction." The cultural heritage agency said it had "pressed for the withdrawal of these Summer Palace relics". Everyone we spoke to believed that the bronzes should be returned to China James Reynolds Reynolds' blog: China's bronzes "But Christie's took its own course and insisted on auctioning the relics looted from the Summer Palace in breach of the spirit of international pacts and the consensus on the return of such artefacts to their original countries," it said. The Chinese heritage administration said the auction would bring repercussions as it had "harmed the cultural rights and national feeling of the Chinese people". "This will have a serious impact on its development in China," it said in the statement to the official newspaper of the ruling Communist Party. In a separate statement, it said new limits would be imposed on what Christie's could take in or out of China. Christie's said it regretted Beijing's "reprisal measures". "We continue to believe that sale by public auction offers the best opportunity for items to be repatriated as a result of worldwide exposure." The auction house remained committed to China and was ready to discuss the situation with its cultural heritage agency, it said. Last year Christie's global sales totalled $5.1 bn (£2.8bn), its website said. Its main hub in Asia is in Hong Kong, where a booming market led to sales of $452.3m in 2008. Online commentaries in China have blamed France, not just Christie's, at a time when ties between Paris and Beijing have already been strained by French President Nicolas Sarkozy's meeting late last year with the exiled Tibetan Buddhist leader, the Dalai Lama. Hong Kong actor Jackie Chan has also joined the criticism, calling the artefacts' sale "shameful". "They remain looted items, no matter whom they were sold to. Whoever took it out (of China) is himself a thief," AFP news agency quoted him as saying.

It is not the right choice to park your car near the exit, or the bottom of the slope or the roadside in the parking lot .i paid 1500 yuan for this lesson .

 

There were not many cars  when we parked the car at the bottom of the slope .some hours later , I just could not believe that the back of our car had been damaged badly . the worser  was that the driver who did it ran away without leaving any message .i could image  that guy hit our car with the back , for I found some red colour fragment of taillight . there was a half meter long black line  at the back of every wheel  on the ground .it was telling us that our car was pushed forward by sudden power .how hard the hit was!

 

Two insurance agents came in 20 minutes  after our call . they took pictures while they showed sorry face . they said our insurance only  covers  the 70% of the repair bill .because it was other driver hit it rather than us .of course , If we could find that driver out  ,that driver’ insurance company should pay for all . they said it must cost them as least 5000 yuan in total.

 

There was no traffic police came for a look .they asked us drive the car to the traffic police office for the check the other time  .

 

Our car was sent to the service shop .they said it need one week to repair .the back part of the car had to be replaced with a new one  .

 

GOD is kiding us .

While  all street light were on in the city ,we were home after seven hour driving on the motorway .i was so much tired so that i would fall sleep at once .but , KEVIN looked like still energetic after being  the long time driver .

 

frankly speaking ,i was not the one who could relax while KEVIN was steering beside me , though i tried my best to tell him how to do it beforehand. it was not the right time to say too much while he was busy . i must show my confidence on him .i had to endure his not that good habits while i kept it in mind , for i must point it out after we had free talk .  but , it was necessary to remind of him that he had oversped  .i must pay 230 yuan for one speeding ticket .what's more , it was not easy to control the car for most of us  when the speed went to over 120 km/h for long time in the complicated road . i thought my heart beat was coming up and down with the speed .

 

i said it was nice weather ,but i did not notice how nice it was . i changed several CD in the player to try to keep us relax ,but i could not heard what they sang . i took the card in the toll gate , but i must search it because i put it on the wrong place . i  requested  to stop in the service station after less than two hour driving ,for i must go to washroom though i drank not much ,but i told him that we must take some time to rest .i said that he was  a good measurer when he stopped the car  near the front one at  not more than one meter away while the speed was 110 kmh before that, but we all watched there were two traffic accident happened on the road ,i  kept thinking if the insurance policy was on box . what i thought most was that GOD  does  love us ,and does not bring us to his heaven .because we have many things to do in future .

 

i did not show KEVIN what i thought .i was sure that KEVIN did not think the same like what i did .  he had a nice dream after a long hour travel . for me , i thought too much , but it was no use !

 

what is next challenge  , who knows ? then , enjoy the  safe and peaceful moment now !